Thursday, 5 October 2017

Empties Products #1


As a person who really like makeup and all the beautiful things. I bought so much! way too much for my personal need.
It gotten to the point of overwhelming. You open you drawer to see 10 foundations and 5 primers, considering the fact that you don't even wear foundation everyday.

This is where this project is started. I try to use up products in my stash before buying a new one.
And I gave away the one I don't like or never use. It help clear up my vanity a bit.😥
To make this whole project more enjoyable. I save the thing I used up to share with all of you.
It make me feel proud to used things up.




Wednesday, 12 July 2017

Dark Night

When you live your life pursuing your dreams.
The moment all your dreams are pursued you found yourself feeling so lost. 
Like a car that ran out of fuel. 
Like a clock ran out of battery. 
That's why it's a curse to have everything.
That's why people everybody think life so perfect decided to end their life.
Because somehow they found nowhere else to go.  

Saturday, 18 February 2017

29

Hello! It's me again. And this year I'm 3 months late again.
Same old story, I can't believe I'm 29 already! Maybe I should stop counting my age from now on.


Let's talk about my 28, I had a very crazy year, crazy in a very good year through. I continued my last year as emergency medicine resident, got very busy and stressful with MCQ exam and research. Of course they all went well as always. I might have a fairy-god-mother of some sort! Or I'm one lucky girl! I don't know.
By the time I'm writing this I finished my final research presentation already. It's such a relieve.
And after all the craziness I've been through, it made me realized, there's nothing we can't do as long as we try, and never give up.


I partnered with 2 friends open our own aesthetic clinic in pattaya last year. I can't believe it's real, I learned a lot of things about business. It's a whole new world to me. And I kinda like it. 
One mistke that everybody warned me over and over again is that never do business with friends. It made things more complicated and hard to deal. Plus, things didn't go as I visioned, it went too far out of my plan. So I stepped out. And I have no regret. I know god has a better plan for me.


And have I told you, I came up with one new goal a while ago. To collect wonders of the world!
I think it's an interesting way to travel the world. I went to the great wall of china and Tajmahal. And I'm craving for more. 
I also traveling to Canada for a month for my trauma rotation. It must be freezing cold then, but I think of it as a good opportunity to taste a life aboard alone. Exciting isn't it?


 I still feel good about myself, I'm more confedent about how I look. I'm a fitness member and excercise regularly. But this year I didn't strict with my diet as much as before. I think of it as a way of rewarding myself. After all the shit I've been through. Guess I'll try harder with my body this year.
And if you want me to talk about love...I think I understand more about love now. And I still believe in love, I just don't know if love believe in me too.












Wednesday, 17 February 2016

28

I'm quite very late this year, since I'm 28 for 3 months now.
What can I say... The older you gets the more busy you've become.
As I'm writing this post I still can't believe how am I 28 already?!
It seem a lot for the person I am now. I can't relate myself to that number at all.





One thing I realize about getting older is people you know since childhood start to expire. By expire I mean they run out of times. First, Robin Williams' Suicide, then Alan Rickman aka Prof. Snape died of cancer. I also lost my grandpa last year, I cried for him, feeling sorry that he didn't have a better life. But again my grandpa lived a very simple life. I know he wanted to go long time ago. Maybe since he lost my grandma. It true love he has for her. All these things made me realize something....



So I try to spend more time with them including my very old dog at home, Hunter, he's as old as a grandpa now. Thinking I'm gonna lost him someday soon always make me sad.

About my 27 year? I feel fabulous almost all the time. I feel beautiful, I feel confident about myself.
I feel accomplished. I'm almost living my dream life. I'm Emergency Medicine Rescident in Bangkok. I have parttime jobs at private hospital and also at an aesthetics clinic. Which I'm quite proud off, it pays well, fabulous workplace.



Oh! let's talk about love. Last year I see some guys, a cardiologist who I knew since the first second he's not for me. A surgury rescident who I fell in love with too soon that I got hurt badly. But it seem I got immuned for love disappointment. I recovered and move on fast after that. In conclusion, I'm still single until now with out worry at all.  

Anyways I'm still dreaming of finding my true love. The one who'd join me all the way.
Deep down I still believe there's someone out there made for me. We just haven't meet yet.


Please....find me. You leave me waiting here for too long.




Review: Etude House Collagen Moistfull BB Cream SPF30



What it is: All in one BB cream Fountation:

1. Provides SPF30/PA+++ sun Protection.

2. Can be used as a makeup base

3. As foundation offers invisible, weightless coverage.

4. Whitening.

5. Anti Wrinkle

Ideal for all skin types


My experiance: Surprisingly, I love it! I mean from the name of the BB cream I know I'm gonna hate it for sure ( collagen + moistfull means oily and thick). But it turned out perfect for my combination skin. Because It moisturize with out makeing me look cakey. It cover well like a foundation. It has SPF 30 which is a plus because you don't need sunscreen under it.
The only downside to me is the heavy floral scent, it's quite overpowering. Overall It's a great BB cream for winter and dry-combination skin.


Rating: 4/5