What can I say... The older you gets the more busy you've become.
It seem a lot for the person I am now. I can't relate myself to that number at all.
One thing I realize about getting older is people you know since childhood start to expire. By expire I mean they run out of times. First, Robin Williams' Suicide, then Alan Rickman aka Prof. Snape died of cancer. I also lost my grandpa last year, I cried for him, feeling sorry that he didn't have a better life. But again my grandpa lived a very simple life. I know he wanted to go long time ago. Maybe since he lost my grandma. It true love he has for her. All these things made me realize something....
So I try to spend more time with them including my very old dog at home, Hunter, he's as old as a grandpa now. Thinking I'm gonna lost him someday soon always make me sad.
About my 27 year? I feel fabulous almost all the time. I feel beautiful, I feel confident about myself.
I feel accomplished. I'm almost living my dream life. I'm Emergency Medicine Rescident in Bangkok. I have parttime jobs at private hospital and also at an aesthetics clinic. Which I'm quite proud off, it pays well, fabulous workplace.
Oh! let's talk about love. Last year I see some guys, a cardiologist who I knew since the first second he's not for me. A surgury rescident who I fell in love with too soon that I got hurt badly. But it seem I got immuned for love disappointment. I recovered and move on fast after that. In conclusion, I'm still single until now with out worry at all.
Anyways I'm still dreaming of finding my true love. The one who'd join me all the way.
Deep down I still believe there's someone out there made for me. We just haven't meet yet.
Please....find me. You leave me waiting here for too long.
